Missionary Marriage Issues
Missionary Marriage Issues: I don’t want to go!
Dr. Ronald Koteskey
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Dorothy is a prime example of a spouse who did not want to go as a
missionary. She told her husband she did not want to go. She told the agency she
did not want to go. She told a prospective teammate she did not want to go. She
refused to go repeatedly over a four-month period—even when William and their
oldest son left for the field without her and the younger children. She finally
consented to go after repeated meetings and essentially being threatened by
another member of the team.
As one might expect, Dorothy did not have a good experience as a missionary
and tried to sabotage the work William was doing. She and William obviously did
not have a happy marriage and a nurturing home for their children while they
served on the mission field.
Another missionary couple was present during some of their disagreements, and
the visiting husband wrote, “She has uttered the most blasphemous and bitter
imprecations against him,…seizing him by the hair of his head, and one time at
the breakfast table held up a knife and said, ‘Curse you. I could cut your
throat…you rascal…God almighty damn you.’” Before she was confined, she followed
William through the streets raving and railing against him.
Of course, Dorothy was an extreme case in that she became mentally ill and
had to be confined most of the later years of her life. She even tried to kill
William a couple of times while serving in India.
Could such a situation happen today?
Of course, it could (Never say “never.”), but it is much less likely today
than it was 200 years ago. Several factors are in place to prevent such a
- Many agencies have developed criteria for screening people with mental
- Such agencies also would refuse to send someone who did not want to go.
- Member care departments provide counsel and medication to those who are
mentally ill. They also provide marital counseling to couples who have
- Many cultures have a very different view of mental illness and people in
them would take a dim view of such lengthy confinement.
However, even with these safeguards, similar problems do occur, and some are
How could it happen?
Though it is unlikely that a spouse would be told that her family would be
“dispersed and divided forever” if he or she did not go, more subtle pressures
often exist. Knowing that their families and supporting churches have invested
time and money in them, spouses who do not want to go may still feel great
pressure to do so anyway. Although this can happen in any situation, it is more
likely in the following ones.
- New agencies. As was the case with Dorothy, many new
agencies do not have policy manuals that would prohibit such overt pressure
on a spouse to go.
- Agencies emphasizing goals. Although most agencies set
some target goals, some take the position that such goals must be met. If
their goal is 50 new missionaries during the next year, they accept people
who they probably would not take under other circumstances and exert
pressure on prospective missionaries to go.
- Churches. Although some mega-churches may support many
missionaries and have member care for their missionaries, other smaller
churches sponsor two or three couples overseas without any of the
“infrastructure” needed to care for them.
- Independent missionaries. Some people are so determined
to go that they just go on their own, pressuring their spouse to go with
them. Though they may have several “supporting churches” who give to their
own personal tax-exempt organization, they may have no one to turn to when
things go bad.
Could it happen later in life?
Dorothy had never served as a missionary, and she did not want to become one.
We do not know exactly why, but we can surely make some educated guesses when we
realize that she had three children, was pregnant, and was about to begin a
five-month sea voyage. People today also may not want to go for similar reasons.
However, even people who have served as missionaries may not want to return.
- Those who have served as a married couple may not want to go back after
they have children because of living conditions, educational systems, and so
- Those who have older children may not want to return and leave their
children in college in their passport country.
- Those who have grandchildren may not want to return and leave their
- Those who have aging parents may want to remain where they can spend
time with or care for those parents before the parents die.
Could it happen to other family members?
Such differences between husbands and wives obviously have an impact on their
marriage. However, even when both of them want to go, their offspring may say,
“I don’t want to go!”
- Elementary children. Thinking about leaving their
friends, changing schools, leaving their pets, leaving their rooms, and so
forth, many children do not want to go. If parents handle this right, most
children (even those who do not want to go) readily adjust to the new
situation—and then do not want to return to their passport countries.
- Teenagers. Adolescents give similar reasons for not
wanting to go, but they are more likely than children to fail to adjust to
the new situation. Adolescents have different cognitive capacities and do
not hesitate to argue with their parents—more likely to continue agitating
after they go. They tend to do something that will strike at their parents’
ministry. For example, boys tend to break the law and get in trouble with
the police while girls tend to act out sexually and may become pregnant.
What if the person doesn’t say so?
Sometimes people do not say they do not want to go, but they use all kinds of
passive resistance to hinder going, behaviors commonly called being
passive-aggressive. Rather than openly refusing to do something, they just
hinder getting the job done. Here are a few of their traits.
- Resistant to suggestions
- Critical of authority
- Repeated failure of simple tasks
- Forgetting obligations
- Resentfully stubborn
- Sullen sarcasm
- Sulking sabotage
- Complaining procrastination
- Willful incompetence
- Intentional inefficiency
These people may be aware of what they are doing and do it purposely.
However, they may not realize what they are doing or why. Any of us are less
excited about participating in something we really do not want to do.
What can we do about it?
The best solution to a difference between husband and wife is for them to
talk and pray together, alone and perhaps with a counselor, until they can come
to some agreement. However, they may not be able to reach an agreement that is
acceptable to both. Then they are left with four options.
- Both stay. One option is that they serve a mission
agency in some capacity in their passport country, with neither of them
going to serve in another culture. This enables them to be involved in
missions without the stress of cross-cultural living. The problem may be
that the one wanting to go may resent having to stay at home and the one not
wanting to go may feel guilty for keeping the other home.
- One goes and the other stays. This was the option that
Dorothy and William first chose to do, but they could not do so because of
the war prohibiting travel. This allows both of them to live where they
wish, but it results in separation of the couple for long periods of time.
For a relationship to flourish, people must spend time together.
- Both go. This is what Dorothy and William did with
Dorothy feeling forced to go. The problem with this solution is that the one
forced to go may continue to balk at every step and may greatly resent the
- Both stay and then go. If the problem with going is
related to something that will change over time, perhaps a delay in leaving
will resolve the problem. For example, if the problem is that one feels
responsible for dying parents, the couple may be able to take care of the
parents for a few years, then go to another culture.
- Promote the positive. When children do not want to go,
emphasize getting things they (not you) want. For example, talk about the
new friends, good food, etc. (not another visa in their passport, learning
the geography of a country, etc.)
- Leave one behind. Sometimes teenagers prefer to remain
in their passport country with the family of a friend. For example, they may
not want to leave close friends or may want to graduate from their hometown
Whatever you do, keep talking, negotiating, and compromising until everyone
involved can live with your solution. God does not require you to sacrifice your
marriage or your family to serve him in another culture.
Ronald Koteskey is
Member Care Consultant